I FEEL SO ALONE Fibromyalgia is what they say.... but is this real or a game I play????? "The pain is real" I tell the doc.... he looks at me... and then the clock.... I feel as if he doesn't know.... the pain I feel from head to toe.... its comes and goes... you never know... what part of your body will be the next to go.... At first your back, shoulders, neck.... now shin bones, wrist bones, what the heck...... Am I crazy???? Is it true???? Is this pain real...or a game to you??? One day you'll know... hopefully soon.... right now would be good.... since you send people to the moon..... If you can do that... then please help me now.... the pain is unbearable and I don't know how... to last one more day.. feeling like I do when no one understands.... yes doctor you too.... (two weeks later).... Fibromyalgia is still what they say.... but what is this thing that makes me feel this way????? I hurt all over for reasons unknown..... doctors are useless... I feel so alone..... they say I'm depressed... well wouldn't you be???? for people to question your sanity..... Its not in my mind... I stress to the doc.... but once again... he looks at the clock........ another pill... lets try something new.... therapy, injections, amitriptyline too.... they just don't know.... can't figure it out..... but instead of being honest.... look at you with doubt...... Soon they will know... its not just a game .... this thing is for real.... so who do I blame????? For making me cry... and feeling so blue.... when no one could see ... that my pain is true................ Jenny

Hurry please Hurry, hurry find a cure.... we're in pain... and lifes a blur... can't you see this thing for real..... no one knows the pain we feel..... we all come here to comfort others.... who suffer from "fibro".... and "yes" some are mothers..... we need our life back.... so help us please... we'll do anything..... even beg on our knees.... my kids, family, husband need me today.... and a year is too long.... so find something... someway....... now i'm hearing 12 or more years..... I don't think I have that many tears..... We try to cope from day to day.... but hurry please.... and we'll continue to pray..... Jenny